I was a no-show at a recent event. I realized that I have been a no-show at similar events over time. While I respect events like the one I missed, I finally recognize that those are not natural events for me. I'm not made for organizations like that--my life ship is sailing elsewhere.
There are so many potential paths to take in life, and we are always making decisions about our life and choosing which paths to take. As I travel lifeways, I am always thinking about the results of one decision after another. Recently I had a wonderful time with long-loved friends. I realized that time with good people like that is a priority for me. On the other hand, I had a more stressful encounter with less known individuals and realized that when people don't share my priorities, it is eye opening, but not relaxed or comfortable. I enjoy the familiarity and shared history of those I have loved over time.
Also, as a retired teacher, I am recognizing how much I value having a significant amount of quiet time to think, create, observe, and decide. Too much people time is not the best match for who I am and where I'm headed. I prefer intimacy in most situations.
To figure out who you are, where you are headed, what you value, and what you will do is a magnificent journey that results in helping you to live a life that's more satisfying and a life that positively impacts and gives to others too. Onward.